I am high maintenance and i cannot control my temper, and this is really rare. Sadness is my dominant emotion but frustration is coursing through my veins. I seldom feel frustration to such an extent. This blogpost is bloody self absorbed but I don't care. I am frustrated and I can't control my temper and i am insane, and I don't have the capacity to care for other people again and I hate this part of me so I will wake up tomorrow and channel energy towards other people and forget about myself and be alright again.